Saturday, March 26, 2011

I

AM:
slightly crazy
which makes me normal
peaceful
politically incorrect
awesome
nice
happy
sad
funny
mediocre
thoughtful
a thinker
fearless even if I don't know it yet
adventurous
a dreamer
analytical
I am me

DO:
love everyone in some way shape or form,
even the haters
anything for my friends
nice acts even for strangers
see through the flaws
accept your beliefs but believe my own
be helpful, useful etc...
dream
live


Don't:
hate(even if someone were to deserve it)
want your beliefs crammed down my throat
like slow drivers in the fast lane
think you should be closed minded
use this enough
let things get me down


be who you are and let no one change you
if they try fuck them and they don't deserve to
be in your life because if they don't like you
for who you are then they are a shitty friend
and you don't need that in your life

Friday, October 1, 2010

I may sound like a pussy but I miss the wonderbus

If I could actually move out of this god forsaken town that I live I would instantly go to Carbondale to be reunited with the wonderbus. It's one of those things where you don't realize that you can really miss a person until they're gone for like 2 months after being friends with them for like 9 years and being best friends for the past two years ( thank you call of duty for completely helping with that process).
Yes said best friend is only like I'm going to guess 2 hours away but when work and school both having their grasp completely on your testicles to the point were free time is like when you sleep making it to a town two hours away seems impossible which is utter shit utter fucking shit. After spending like every single day with the bus doing random shit and drinking at night(if the bus can get me to drink that night that is), not seeing them makes you feel like a sad lost soul who is stuck in some random closet full of smelly shoes.
Even though I'm lucky enough to make my own work schedule and I would totally say fuck school work just to go down to the dale for the weekend it doesn't help that the other people I work with are for the most part pretty damn useless and seem to never able to work weekends if I ask because they randomly get other pointless shit to do.

someone give me a pabst it's like the only beer I'll drink now, by the way bus I still owe some beer from like 2 months ago



if I can get my shit together for next year and transfer to SIUC I will totally do it!!!